thank you. The fear is so deep and I am preaching to the choir.

I really want to implement this attitude. I think for me, the hardest part of this is knowing she truly is done.


Me - 39 yrs old
Wife - 39 yrs old
Married - 18 years
Together - almost 21 year
Kids - son age 13/ daughter age 10
Bomb Dropped in May 2010
Seperating - June 2011, after school lets out