I am exhausted today. I don't feel like being patient or detaching or giving W more time to love me again. I want to tell her how I feel, how I love her and SS more than anything in the world, and that I need them in my life. I want to ask her to come home... to see me... anything. I feel that there needs to be resolution.


M 43
X 38
T 13
W moves out of home 11/2010
Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012
I request divorce 5/2012
W moves home 6/2012
Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015
I leave 3/2016
process of divorce