You are supposed to be on your way to TT with XH!!
Your support and friendship means so much to me, you guys have me all crying and I wish we could all hug in person!!!
Thank you for being here.....
I have found wonderful friends on this board.
I am going to go tomorrow prepared with tissues and a bottle of water. I am going to try really hard to be a big girl.
I hope H is finding it as difficult as I am this evening and realizes that this is the end of something precious and that this divorce is senseless given how far we have come and the love we apparently still have for each other and our son. I would like to speak with him and have him be humble and brutally honest.
I have already said this....I am soooo sad and scared. I will post tomorrow as to how it went....
Sanderika
ME48/H48MLC T 33y M 28y S16 OW 8/7/05 Bomb 8/16/05 Sep 9/05 H f'd D 10/3/08 D pp'd 1/20/09,7/24/09,12/4/09 D dismissed 2/5/10 H served me D papers again 9/4/10 D dismissed 9/26/11