I know exactly how you feel!! There are days that H doesn't consume my every waking moment. I have in the past couple of days began to really watch TV again and read without being distracted of thoughts of H and OW. I will say, I still think about H but, finding myself engrossed in a TV show or a book without thought of H is refreshing. I am starting to feel a little more like me.
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.