This Storm Shall Pass

[Sanderika]

Hi Cas,

I am worried about you.

Watching the news here, I hope you are no where near the flooding. I hope you and your family are safe and sound.

I am mentally ready for tomorrow, right now that is....

H called he is planning on being there

That makes me a little ill, I have been hoping he would not attend as it will make it all sooooo much easier on me.

I have this huge fear that seeing him on the opposite side will make me break down.

In passing conversation this morning he stated he is not very happy about divorcing me but still feels this is the only option.
WTF???

I asked him if he wanted to talk before hand and he said we probably should. I will certainly post any conversation results.

I kind of have a conversation all mapped out for H should he venture forward and want one. I will not share what I am asking for tomorrow. I am going to let him be surprised and surprised he will be

I am ready to end this, OW is still in the picture, that is reason alone in my "latest" book.

Thanks for letting me journal away on your thread Cas, I appreciate your generosity.

((((Hugs to all of you))))

Sanderika