The thing is that Im pretty sure that she does not yet know about my GF. She has always been nasty towards me ever since the divorce and even before then. That has never changed.
And I know for a fact that she did have at least an emotional affair with an old high school sweetheart even before she dropped the bomb on me a year ago.
My GF does understand that I do still have feelings for my XW. In fact my GF has her own issues with her X but her situation goes back four years vs my one year.
My Son is grown (21) but Im not sure how he feels about me having a GF. He told me he was OK with it but he has grown more distant towards me so I feel that this may be bothering him. He has his own GF and seems to give her 99% of his time. I guess I should expect that. My Mother reminded me that I was the same way at that age.
It makes absolutely no sense to care for someone who could care less about you. That is logic. But the heart does not always subscribe to logic and I am still stuck in that place. I can however love another woman. It's not fair to her but we are both each other's rebound relationship and at least we both understand each other.
Me:48 W:55 M:22 T:23 Bomb:19Nov09 S:15Jan10 D:11Feb10 EA:Confirmed on 20Apr10 Fast track to her divorcing me
