DB'ing but it's a daily struggle - need support.

[Bolt]

Thanks Bolt, I need the encouragement to keep it up.

I have not been pursuing and have been a darn good guy. Especially to the kids, for some time now. I'm just not seeing anything changing. If anything I think she sees it as me accepting the D.

I don't see any other options, so I will just keep it up.

Keep the positive jive going too. No matter how you are feeling inside, stay positive. She liked that person at one point, right? She should again. At the very least, you become an even better person not just for your kids but yourself.

Stay strong!