I feel the exact way! Knowing how long you have been at this, allows me to see that I have a long way to get through this feeling. Part of mine is that I lost my job one week post bomb and it was a big blow. I may have this feeling much longer.
I am, however, proud that you stepped out of your comfort zone to speak with others in the restaurant. That is living your real life. So give yourself credit for that little victory.
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.
