Lighthouse lit till WAW comes out of fog.

[habitacker]

She told me in the beginning when I asked about OM, she said "not only do I not want you, I am not interesting in being around any man".

For now, that is good. But I know someday she is going to be lonely. The OM that doesn't exist could show up into our lives today. This is another reason it is hard to have patience.

All I can do is work on myself and be prepared, and maybe she will take another look at me before "Jocko" shows up.

I have enough to worry about, why do I keep putting things like this on my plate? I can't deal with it until it happens anyway.