Detachment issues

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I totally agree that it is a form of PTSD!! Beatrice said alot of what I think and feel too, my XH changed overnight and the bomb of the A was not something I ever expected or even came close to thinking was what was going on with him!!

I often say that I feel like I am living in a twilight zone or some other dimension of reality, I can't describe it either. But, I look at my life outside of my body and have zero understanding of who this life belongs to that I am living, cause it can't be mine....I had a normal life, a great husband, three smart & good kids (still have those!! lol), a beautiful home, great friends, awesome neighborhood, etc. It was by no means perfect, there were the normal kid issues, disagreements with the H, ups and downs, etc. but I never in a million years thought I would be a single mom living in a 2 bedroom condo raising my kids completely alone, working full-time, going back to school so I can eventually make ends meet...

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