Trust that it is okay to be angry…very angry. Accept that you may be angry with yourself. Anger is normal emotion. What does the new Antonia want to do with this anger? How YOU deal with anger should align with WHO you want to be. Standing, not standing, semi standing….All of these are YOUR choice. You stand because of WHO you WANT to be. The length of the stand IMO, is meaningless. It is what YOU accomplish while standing that matters. One of my fav sayings…..”opinions…..they are like as*holes, everybody’s got one”. Live you life by other peoples opinions and YOU will never be free. Make sure that what you live is consistent with who YOU want to be. Perfection – Never strive for it. Strive for your best, which trust me will never be perfect. Perfect is for GOD. So stop trying to be perfect and just be Antonia. If she wants to cry, then cry. If she wants to laugh then laugh. If she want to call her H and/or OW and give her a piece of her mind….well then…who does Antonia want to be. If she wants to be a vengeful jealous b *tch, then call. If she wants to be a women so focused on herself and her happiness….well then f*ck’em both1! Love – it is real. It is out there. Hope. Not to be mistaken with delusion…..Hope for all things Antonia. Whatever you want. Whomever you want. It is your life.
It is YOUR life Antonia….please do not be afraid to live it. The way YOU want to live it…not the way I or anyone else tells you to live. Live it for you.
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
