Honestly, SBH's line cracked me up too. Still does.
I first want to thank you for stopping by and talking to me. It means a lot and I am always amazed by the care and concern of this community. I wish that there were a place we could all get together.
Thanks for the awesome advice. It is amazing some of the things we all do. I have copied and pasted words of wisdom from this site and from one other that I find very comforting. I'm up to almost 30 pages! I saw someone else on the site doing the same thing.
The pain is unbearable sometimes, you know? GAL right now is almost excrutiating. I have no choice in the matter and it is the healthiest thing for me to do, but it is painful.
This D is also going to set off financial ruin for us as we had to relocate and currently own 2 houses (1 under water and the other with almost no equity). I am scared to death about that. Plus we work for the same company and I am scared about what will happen there. Basically, this whole situation is threatening a lot of different areas of my life (I seem to be in good company here). So its so hard for me to get past that right now especially since I am prone to anxiety issues.
You want to come here and have someone give you the magic bullet, you know? It doesn't exist and the sooner I stop trying to control it all, the better off that I am going to be. I get that. It is a matter of getting from knowing to doing.
