I understand how you feel. I feel like my H is fixated in my mind 24/7. I hate it. Honestly I feel like it will never go away until I have a new person in my life to love. Thats just the feeling I have. I hate that HE is always there, in my mind. I feel like some days Im just here as well. But its got to get better. It will get better. We just gotta let go. ANd that takes time.

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10