I think what might feel strange to you is that you are starting to feel a tiny bit empowered and in the mindset to take back some control over what happens to you and it's foreign to you. Stay with it.
I am feeling in control again - feels GOOOOOOOOOD
TAMF m:41 xh:41 T: 20 M: 15 D: 16 D: 14 Bomb dropped: 7/3/10 separated: 7/15/10 H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11 divorced: 8/26/12
