Thanks Denver. Thanks Mr. Bond. For some reason you are predominantly the only 2 who really stay connected with me. I kinda wish I could get sandi to jump in on my threads, too. Nice to have a woman's touch.

I know what you are both saying is spot on. I guess my helplessness is componded by my job sitch. I was feeling pretty good about things going into the New Year even though I had decided to move out until I got canned.

I surely wish I hadn't wasted my 6 coaching sessions and had them about now. Do you think MWD does any pro bono work for those of us in dire need? smile

I guess I can take solace in the fact that I know what I want. I want to find a new job and I want to make my marriage whole again. Somewhere to start, huh? It can only get better from here.


M42
W38
D5D7
M8
Living as 'roomates' since 9-12-10
Moved out 1-7-11
FIL threatened to kill me 1-20-11