That's good. Sign up for one or all of them. Find that focus. Channel your pain, frustration, anger, into that physical activity. After awhile you'll find out that those feelings will diminish and your self-esteem will start rising.
Keep it consistent and keep them going.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.