"Mr. Bond just a question im gonna stop relationship talks with her."
Should have stopped at least 2 months ago.
"Last night she finally answered me and said she was done arguing with me forever. Said we argue bout the same stupid things and then i tell her how she is supposed to feel and ignore her feelings> what do i do now. and how"
Read my post above again. Stop starting fights with her just to get a reaction. YOu've got alot to atone for and everytime you start up like this you're back at ground zero.
Go dark completely for at least a month. Then maybe start things on a friendly foot. But you have work on your anger/jealousy issues at the same time. Does she run the risk of finding someone else? Sure she does. So it's up to you whether or not you want to take that chance. It's obvious you haven't learned anything by picking fights with her.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
