2 years later it's still not getting easier

[Augtan]

I feel your pain!!! I am having a hard day today! Had to have contact with XH because of D18 and he just makes me so angry inside. I did so much for him for his b-day and didn't have to and he is back with OW #2 who is just beyond a horrible and awful person!! I can't wait for D18 to get back up here so I can just cut XH out all together, since we live 700 miles apart, it will be easy to do physically, but so hard for me not to want try to "guilt" him into wanting to be with us by sending pics, videos, updates and stuff, like we both have done, Whitney, and it hasn't worked yet!! I am not going to do it, I am going to stay strong and ignore him and accept that his relationship with the kids is his and only his!! I can't do it for him and it isn't my job!! I am done, I am done, I am done...if I keep repeating this will it get easier???

Hang in there Whitney, you are doing soooo good!!! I hate when the kids say that stuff, it makes it so hard and makes me want to shake the [censored] out of my XH!!! They just don't get it at all!! And, one day they will be the ones who pay the price and are suffering, unfortuantly our kids will be the victims and already are, their one and only family will never be whole again, I don't care what all the pro-divorce people say, kids are effected and it matters!! Stay stong!!

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