"what does respect mean to you?"

It means you look up to them. Or if they make a choice you go along with it because it is the best course of action.

"what did she do in the past that "told" you that she respected you?"

Just what I said.

"what kind of things were you advised to "do"?"

Get a good job. Get a house. Make babies. All is good.

"what are your thoughts on this?"

Whoever told me that was full of crap.

"what measuring stick? where is this said measuring stick with special powers that you must adhere to? can i buy one at walmart? i am not joking."

You being a woman I expect that you can buy one. There is very likely a special code that you have to give out to get into the room. But Wal-mart sells them.

Lets start with the first measure.

I don't spend enough time with the kids.

Thoughts on that?

Now keep in mind.. it was money.. it was porn.. it was "pick something"

"what do you want in life?"

Someone who chooses me. Even with all my crappy faults.


"one foot out the door? it is commonly said that a man does not leave unless there is someone else waiting. so .. is there someone else?"

No.. I am a big boy. I will assure you that there is no one waiting. I am just not wasting any more of my time. We had a discussion last night. and there was a break in the silence.

Jenny: "I can't believe after 17 years this is where we are."

Forrest: "I can't believe we are here after the past 4 years."

What do you think came next?

"only you can answer that question."

The post was a journal.. or a challenge. I like reading thoughts and ideas. Sometimes I like reading my own thoughts or ideas when other people can see them.


Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.