Why did I do this? Sitting here thinking about it, it is clear that it is my own insecurities and ego. My insecurity about losing my independence. My ego of showing how I attract the opposite sex. I need to fix this.
What Sandi said ^^^^
And this outward validation from other women....
This problem, and it is a problem, will follow you beyond this currrent relationship until you get to the bottom of it.
See my previous post...
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am
