Zeng and HRT - Thanks for your thoughts and support.
You are right HRT, I haven't completely detached. I have been better in the past week to 10 days, but this weekend was a set back. I guess that can be expected. It also doesn't help that I have been stuck in my empty, lonely house with a horrible cold all weekend.
Zeng - Thanks for all of the advice. Actually, up until this weekend, I have been doing pretty much everything on your list except get a new job (bc I own my own biz) and volunteer. All of that is GREAT advice for anyone reading this thread. Anyway, did buy new clothes, going out with friends, working on new hair style (hair too short right now). I know that everything in your post is 100% true. Just a bad weekend. Thanks again for the pep talk!
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce