I am starting a new thread because I think you are supposed to after 100 hits. I am not sure how to post a link to my old thread.

Well, I have survived for about 4 months now since the bomb. In the last couple of weeks I think I am starting to accept what has to be done.

I am going to give her time, leave her alone, and try to decach the best I can.

It is really hard because I really think she is done. I see no sign of any change or willingness to try at all. But, if I accept this, I am done anyway. So I might as well be in it for the long haul and hope how I perceive things is wrong.

I see a lot of posts about people backsliding. I don't think I have had to write one of these yet, so maybe I am doing something right. I also feel like I am not doing anything, so how do I backslide? Same day over and over, not any worse, not any better. Getting very lonely.

Well I will just keep plugging along.


H-40 W-38
Together-20
Married-12
boy-7 girl-3
bomb-9/17/10
No papers
live together
No affair