Get counseling to deal with coping with the situation. As hard as it is, you cannot let it bother you. It's not an act.
The reality of the current situation is that your H is seeing another woman and since you don't have anything legal in terms of keeping your son away from OW, there's nothing you can do.
They have been going out for so long yet you are still in denial of it. That's why building your self-esteem is so important. Get regular and consistent help for your self to help with coping.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
