Well, unfortunately i am back......3 years later

[Ruikee]

i am paying all the bills no CS yet, she hasnt filed because i think the judge would make her cover the bills whats left over after the CS. She stopped by this morning unannounced said she needed her journals. Its been 3 months. I think since she texted me yesterday asking about the baby and telling me what time to bring him home. I didnt respond, so i had a feeling that she may think something was wrong even though i told her i would contact her if there was ever a problem. I found out the new sitter does not have a license and hasnt passed a state inspection since 2005. She said she researched the person. I feel so sorry for my son, the place is a dump and very small, they have 12 children in there. I told her i wanted him in the goddard school of course she responded she wasnt paying for it. even though she put her son in a 9K a year private school a month after she left. I just wish i could get out of this house and get my own place. It too big and too many memories......Since i hadnt heard from anyone on the above, i said since we are getting a divorce, (first time ive ever said that word to her) can you get you try and get your own insurance? She had a deep pause.... and then said ok.......Waiting for my son to wake up then have to drop him off. May look at some apartments or head up to the sports bar. Very hard to find anyone to hang out as all our friends were married......