DB'ing but it's a daily struggle - need support.

[ScaredinCanada]

I forgot to mention, I tried to apologize this morning for the "you don't care about me, just get out of my life" comment. She didn't even acknowledge it. I'm sure she heard it, but I guess it's just her way to show me she's annoyed.

I just don't understand what she expects me to do?

She asked me the other day "why do you still love me?" I told her I couldn't fully explain it except to say that I think she is a great person, mother and that she used to make me feel complete. I had asked her then about trying to date, to work on getting some feelings back, but of course she said she has no interest.