Denver, you are still in the stage where W is living in your thoughts and emotions. You've got to get to a place where you're not constantly wonderning about her. The number one goal for you immediately is to work on the emotional detachment. It is not easy and it takes time but you'll soon realize that the emotional state you're in is getting old and tiresome. That does not mean you don't still love her and don't want to salvage the R, but slowley, little by little you are going to have to detach from her drama and not be dependent on her for your feelings and personal happiness.
I know that you are right Pickle. I thought that I was starting to get there last week, but have hit a bump in the road. Maybe it's bc I caught a really bad cold and have been stuck in the house alone all weekend. Thanks for the pep talk man.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
