Sandi

In spite of the fact that I screwed it up, perhaps you can shed a little light on my situation.
Basically, my wife went from one week she's saying we should sleep in the same bed. We have a pretty good week, the next week she want to start ML again. I know for me I didn't push it AT ALL. In fact, I wasn't sure I was even ready to go down that road (turns out I was right)
When she suggested it I was kinda dumbfounded as I didn't even think we were close to it.
Of course, the point is somewhat moot now as I screwed it up with my being a baby about it. But now I'm in kinda a strange period. Obviously, we did ML recently and I did enjoy it as she did. So I'm not at the point where I was before we ML (me not being sure we should) However, I would very much like to get another chance at it. However, I'm not being pushy in the slighest. I just kinda have these thoughts. I wonder if my W can pick up on these thoughts. Hmmmm.

I seriously thought she was going to bring it up again tonight. We were at dinner and she said she had something she needed to talk to me about. It was a very similar fashion to the first time she brought up starting ML again. Again, in my mind I was shocked. Sadly though she had another topic.

She is going to a meeting at work were the OM will be present (along with about 4 or 5 other people. She 1) wanted to tell me about it and 2) see how I was with it. What are your thoughts on this. The meeting is for something she really, really enjoys doing.
I told her that I would not tell her she couldn't go, but that I was still a little bothered by it, but I got over it pretty quickly. Thoughts?


Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.
--Jean Jacques Rousseau.