Hi all. Just a quick update. Slowly getting used to the ADs but am finding myself sleeping ALOT. Have also lost some weight and appetite has dropped; not sure if the extra weight was due to the depression (so losing it is a good thing); or if something's not quite right in my system or balance of meds yet. At least I'm not waking up crying or angry any more, or finding myself teary during the day.

Interestingly, I'm finding that I'm the one distancing in the M now; just don't feel like trying to do the work of connecting; it's so tiring; I'd rather just have a nap or go to work. I just kind of feel - flat. He asks me if I'm ok, and I say yes because I just don't feel like having another one-sided conversation where I talk, he listens (yay for that at least) and says things like 'well I just don't know what to say'. Talked to one of my girlfriends a couple of times, like Sandi suggested, but I don't know if it really made me feel any better. Maybe there's not much others can say to make it better.

I guess a lot of this comes down to me climbing out of it alone. The thought of it makes me tired, but maybe that's just the reality of it.

I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.