Remember, I don't know anymore than you about this cr*p, But you know you have to control these actions. You said it yourself that you know better.

I say, stop making the moves. Stop trying to make the moves.

As for saying your sorry about it, hopefully a veteran can help you get out of this backslide the best way possible.

H-40 W-38
Together-20
Married-12
boy-7 girl-3
bomb-9/17/10
No papers
live together
No affair