Thanks all. I know I am getting stronger - it's just not consistent yet. I still feel lost way too often. I get in this pattern of avoidance or procrastination and it ends up frustrating me. In the meantime I am trying to be kinder to myself - so it's a challenge:)
Thanks again for letting me vent - it is so helpful!
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time