H text yesterday that he wanted to call S on the ipod so I tell S and he starts running around the house screaming "NO! NO! I don't want to talk to daddy!" It is sad to me because S doesn't have a relationship with his dad, even though I have tried to warn H about it. There is still time for H to change that image, but right now S wants nothing to do with him except to go over there every other weekend to play with his toys. Otherwise he doesn't want to talk to him or call him. With me, S wants to call me and asks to call me so I know it isn't that S doesn't want to talk to someone or like to talk. Just sad, and it didn't seem to bother H at all when he saw and heard S screaming. He said no problem and went on to tell me quickly that he bought me a book for my classroom. Really?!?!?! I don't get him at all. He doesn't get any boundaries or that I want him to just get this D done and then just let me be even though I have told him in those words a number of times.
Anyway it is a blizzard here. Thursday I had about 2 inches after school to shovel. No big deal. Then yesterday when I got home another 3 inches, but now I have looked outside and there has to be at least 6-8 inches more so total in two days is about a foot. The biggest problem is I always go grocery shopping the first weekend of the month and I can't because my road isn't plowed at all and the main roads are not staying clear either. I have food to eat, but nothing really to drink besides water. We just ran out of milk (that I get every week) and juice. So now I am off to try to shovel again, and it is still coming down. I so wish I had a snow blower...even though I don't have a lot of sidewalk to shovel. It would just be nice on days like this where we get a lot.
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