GAG, I'm struggling with all kinds of feelings while waiting for the 'papers' to arrive. Have no idea how they'll be delivered.
Brooklyn, Thank you. That, coming from you means so much.
I had the strangest dream last night. The kids, myself, H and ow were on vacation somewhere. The kids and I were separate from H and ow. I can remember not having much fun. It's like I was just going through the motions.
Anyway, I found that ow and I were on the same open car train. She was sitting up ahead of me. This train would move short distances at a time from station to station. I looked back and seen that H was trying to catch up to the train. Each time he would get close to boarding the train it would pull away to the next stop. This happened several times. I knew ow was aware that H was trying to catch up and couldn't. I kept wondering why she wasn't asking that the train be held for a few minutes until H caught up. I kept looking back worried about H, and ow just sat there unconcerned. I did not ask for the train to be held either as it was no longer my place.
I do not know if H boarded or not...
Then, I found myself at H's travel trailer and I was talking to him. The ow wasn't around. When I finished the convo with H, the dream ended with me walking back to my travel trailer alone.
I guess this one is full of symbolism. I'm a bit down this morning.
