Big talk tonight. I am a wreck, need support.

[Denver_2010]

Thank you, Denver, very much for taking the time to write that list. I really do appreciate it. In response:

1. You are so right about panicking. I am.

c) I'm waiting for the ILYBNILWY line any minute. I'm getting the "you're a nice person, you deserve to be happy" line. So while he says he loves me, I'm taking it with a grain of salt. He has not said he's in love with me.

d) Yes, he has. Ok, maybe not outright. But he has outright said he doesn't want to be married to me anymore.

2. Already doing them. Haven't even in 4 days (well, haven't been able to keep it down) so losing weight shouldn't be hard. Been getting dressed, fixing myself up. I'm getting a "she's desperate now" look. He doesn't believe the changes. I know it takes time.

3. I haven't been much fun lately either.

4. You're right.

5. Already on it. Lunch date and dinner date with friends set already.

6. We have no other communal assets. Married just 2 yrs, already had everything else before marriage.

Hi Hope - How's it going?