Ready to give up

[blue2010]

Well this was a first in this saga. She works third shift. She came down this evening looked as though she was going to cry. So I asked if she was OK she said no. I offerred to listen. She wasn't going to talk but then she did on the basis if I promised I would only take it as moody thing. She started crying saying how sometimes she now feels like her life isn't worth living. (no plans to act on the feeling) She suprisingly let me comfort her with a long hug. Then she went onto say how she deserves nothing. That is the most she has opened up throughout this. Except for when being angry and saying our whole marriage was bad. I did not offer fix it advice just listened and reminded her she can call me whenever even at 3am when she's working. Absolutely did not expect that to happen today.