You do sound very independant and smart. However, even the most independant people feel lonely sometimes and there's nothing wrong with it. I'd say enjoy your dreams! you might wake up one morning with a big smile on your face and since it's all in a dream no harm no foul right?
Glad you told STBX how it is, the big question though is whether he cares? I hope he does but in my experience they don't and once again it'll be up to you to take the steps necessary to protect yourself or just roll with it. Sounds like the D is just about done so it's just a matter of getting the papers?
Sorry about the fall, glad you're ok though. You're doing great and sounds like you're in a good place
Me: 35|WAW: 38|D: 6yo | http://tinyurl.com/2dxx7m6 Feb 2006, left, came back in two weeks Aug 2006, left again Apr 2007, filed for divorce Dec 2007, reunited Mar 2010, moved out, filed again
