I am glad that you feel more centered after your conversation. I too feel that it will take a long time to stop loving H. Again, I am not sure where my journey will take me, but I know I will love him deeply for a long time.
I believe the insight you have gained, will help you on your journey. You are a strong person who has and will continue to handle things to the best of your ability. Keep your Faith!
God Bless!
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.