Hi Cas,

I just returned from taking son to school. I'm glad it's Friday he will be home with me for the next two days and I love his company.

I am filled with anxiety and tears.

I am trying to keep really busy. Here in the U.S. we have income taxes coming up on April 15th, I am trying to bury myself in those for the companies I manage, 5 returns in all to do. I want to get as much done prior to next week in case I can't manage to do much after. I guess what I am saying....while I still have a thread of hope I am coping. Once the hope is gone, I am afraid of.....I am just so sad.....

I'm crying....I'm logging out

ME48/H48MLC
T 33y
M 28y
S16
OW 8/7/05
Bomb 8/16/05
Sep 9/05
H f'd D 10/3/08
D pp'd 1/20/09,7/24/09,12/4/09
D dismissed 2/5/10
H served me D papers again 9/4/10
D dismissed 9/26/11