i write here through my tears how can everything be so wrong.
have just had the night from hell and i am a cmplete wreck with no one to talk too and no where to turn...PLEASE HELP ME!!!
had an 'uncomfortably bad' sexual experience with my H a few nights ago and unbeknowing to me he had built up resentment towards me and what happened a few nights ago was the final straw. Tonight H tells me he will never pysically come near me ever again as he now lives in fear of a repeat of that night and does not want to hurt me, which i fully understand, he then tells me he has had no feelings for me since the night before we got married and wishes he never did marry me, i feel this is worse then the ILYBNILWY as he says he never loved me and only married me as his family were there and made the effort to turn up, this hit like a bullet, dont get me wrong i know things were bad but we had promised each to try and have a better life together, but he tells me he was only telling me what i wanted to hear.
i did all the things you shouldnt and have not handled this situation well at all, i cried, shouted , accused and then repeat over and over again, to get nowhere, i should have known where this was going and not get into a R talk but i fell fr the bait hook n line.
th thing is right now i feel foolish for still wanting him even after everything he has said and done i feel such a fool and dont know what to do....HELP!!!
