Pickle - I saw Gritter's post about that and a few others from him on the same subject. I agree and that's why I am here. I was probably just venting when I said that. There are days when I feel like taking the easy way out and just quitting. It is really tough knowing that W is doing lord knows what while I am still fighting for M by myself. Like Habit though, I also know that I am greatly responsible for our problems and there was a long period of time where W was fighting for M and I was not bc of depression.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce