A few years ago, W began IC for her depression, which runs in her family. She got on meds and seemed okay (to me at the time). I don't remember exactly when she started IC - she never talked to me about it - I didn't pry. like I said, I thought it was working. It bothered me a little that she was spending the money, when she "seemed" okay, but I never said so.
First meds depressed her libido, and our LL went in the toilet. Then she switched to something else which helped, but we had lost a lot of connection. The time line is fuzzy; I didn't keep track. It's all in the past now.
So now she's reading the self help book on happiness b/c she aint. I walk in the room and she picks up her stuff leaves like a phukin' child. Could the sight of me or my presence make her guilty and/or depressed ie. unhappy? What do you guys think?
My DB and LTR and even small talk all seem to be pushing her further out the door. Her planned D-day according to D17 I recall is the end of Jan. As that date approaches, she seems to be getting more distant and avoiding more. If I remember my college days, my roomies were a lot of fun, this person is the furthest thing from a room mate.
Me 53 XW 50 M 18 Years +2 S14 D19 Bomb 10-24-10 Served 1-27-11 Mediate 4-21-11 Civil D Final 6-2-11 No church anullment "A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."
