I am not 100% sure yet if my w is sexually active with her male friend. Assuming the worst, I envision various acts and get so depressed. I'm not sure if I can take her back if she has!!!! What was pure is now contaminated and no longer mine. I'm afraid I could never get that out of my head that she could do such a thing and not honor our vows no matter how confused. Hell, I'm the man I and I resisted. Help me cope!!!
