I'm pretty much done D4ML--I am watching him decline and while he has "some" similarities to the folks in the mid-life forum, there is no little red sports car, no OW, just...depression and anger and it getting worse.
No depo tomorrow, thank goodness--the no contact order saved me I think!
I have S 15 call him every night--he must know it's me that is having him call--and he says dad is still sounding sad. I feel bad about that, but really, he needs help. I hope he has to do some community service and some anger management classes or something.
I am ripping up the disgusting carpet in the master bedroom (H's room). I want to do a treatment on the concrete like you see in some nice stores these days--anything is better than ? 26 year old carpet?? It's a stain that they sell at Lowes.
H is apparently out looking for a place to live, so I don't expect him back at all. I am going to be making some changes-whether or not I get the house, no reason for us to live like this any longer. It's LONG overdue!!
