Thanks Bruce. I think I have been handling those feelings better than I use to.

Today I am feeling a little anxious. THinking about the weekend. My kids will be with their dad. I have a feeling he will take them to see the OW. Im sure in his mind its been long enough now he can safely take them around her. I will try to be ok with it. Just as long as there will be no sleepovers. Still, its making me anxious. I am trying to find something to do this weekend to help keep my mind off of it.

Pray for me please. Having some finanical difficulites now....aside from having to take on more responsibilities for home expenses, business has slowed down and Im going further in debt....I have a tough decision to make...either close my business, or try to sell it...SOON. Im afraid I wont make it till the summer...then I have NO idea what to do. Im just trusting in God to take care of me.

Im trying to fight the urge to blame all of this on my H. My business was fine 4 years ago...I was just getting loans paid off and vehicles....him leaving set me way back....now? He is making good money and has someone who pretty much is taking care of him...he is doing good financially this time around...I am not.

I feel so alone frown

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10