last night wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. I made sure i was alsleep before H got home but did hear when he got into bed, he kept fidgiting so much and was eating in bed so woke me up. whilst staying in sleepy mode and not turning to face him H asked why i didnt answer my phone at 23:30, i told him i was asleep what was up, he said nothing so i stayed in sleepy mode, he didnt not bring up what happened and niether did i, to be honest i want to forget about it but cant stand him being near me right now, good thing is this incident will put us both off ML for a good few weeks, i just hope this hasnt now opened the door for an OW.
