Ok so the evening after the bomb went ok, I finally got up walked over to the couch and bent over hugged her and wished her a happy new year. We had not done so yet, yes it was the 5th of January. She said the same to me, we watched a few TV shows and then later we went to bed. I asked for a kiss when in bed and she asked me, what is with all the attention now that you know I am leaving. I was kinda confused but I get it. I am just finally at that point where I blew it, but that does not mean she has to still be treated badly. Right. I kinda came to a realisation yesterday that the reason Chivalry and Man of the House are common terms. Because they are true. Woman deserve to feel safe and secure with their husband. She has never had that with me. Now when I walk thru the door everyday from now until June I will ensure that she sees I get it. Even if it too late, she still deserves to be loved.
Me - 39 yrs old Wife - 39 yrs old Married - 18 years Together - almost 21 year Kids - son age 13/ daughter age 10 Bomb Dropped in May 2010 Seperating - June 2011, after school lets out
