my heart started beating fast when I read your post about going to the bar......Same thing happened to me on Jan. 2nd of last year.
Let me tell you what...my heart was beating fast when I went to the door of the bar. I kept thinking what will I do if she is there and I see her. WHAT WILL I DO? nothing. Just like I didn't do anything when I found them in my house in bed together on July 4th. nothing. Didn't mean that for a brief second I didn't imagine beating the living crap out of her! LOL!!!!!
Anyway,I have been strong today. I HAD to send him a text that our oven door broke off and that I was informing him that I was going to best buy to get a new one tonight. Our finances are still very much together. He didn't reply. Thank God. and there has been no other communication.
I went and got a massage today. PERFECT day for it.
back at work, and I am off to a meeting that will include wine. PERFECT day for it.
TAMF m:41 xh:41 T: 20 M: 15 D: 16 D: 14 Bomb dropped: 7/3/10 separated: 7/15/10 H moved in to new apt. with OW: 7/1/11 divorced: 8/26/12
