I hope you are doing okay.....my heart started beating fast when I read your post about going to the bar......Same thing happened to me on Jan. 2nd of last year.
I will tell you this, I layed down the law with her and the next day crumbled again.....I am not going to beat you over the head, everyone else has pretty much done a good job there.
Sticking to your guns is hard but it is what you have to do. No contact with him otherthan to tell him the next thing he says to you better be "I broke it off with her"......and he will eventually do that but then it will be a hard row to hoe for him.
You can worry about that when that happens......
For now you have to be able to push him away when he is giving you the "love" you feel you "need", problem is it is not the "LOVE" you "DESERVE".
And you Deserve better. Hold out for that LOVE.
((((hugs))))
~C
Formerly "missherlove"
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
