I thought it was time to reread those emails between my H and the Other women....sometimes I need to read them to remind me what kind of person he really is. What I hate is I see him treating me like one of his OW now. Just by the way he talks to me. Calling me "dear" and wishing me "hugs and kisses" and calling me "beautiful". He did this with all those women. Telling them that he misses them and loves them. One that sticks out in my mind is a 50ish year old woman that sent him an email saying "Im sorry for bothering you, but I dont understand how you could tell me all the things you want to do to me and saying your in love with someone else"

I think each and every day that I am apart from him, helps me see him more clearly....love is blind right? Could I have been so blind to see him having ongoing Relationships with so many women while with me? How can he hide this so easily? How can he fool so many women?

Just thinking out loud today....I know, quit thinking about him...but when I am alone at work, working all I do is think!!! and sometimes its easier to think about this stuff than other stuff that is on my mind....

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10