Ali, we may wind up switching our weeks starting in March...I have two contests for the speech kids I coach and they are both on 'my weekends'...so i might ask if we can just switch it up. Then things would line up which is good too. Granted we aren't 'a couple' so I don't want to change up my life just for that reason! So, we shall see. Last we chatted was NYE (friday midnight) and I am waiting to see if he contacts me...
The lonliness thing does stink, it comes and goes in waves, and I found this time that it caused me to think of connecting with HG versus connecting with Dan which is interesting.
It's funny I had a dream last night that Dan was acting like he might want back 'in'... and out of nowhere, while I was considering this, my favorite pastor I listen to on the radio/online walks up to me and basically says, "He's gone, it's done, move on!" Or something to that effect.
It was funny because I have been asking God to give me some guidance in general and with Dan--I have pretty much been dark on him since Christmas because that time of being together with the kids affected me and I don't want to be in that position again...and then 'my' pastor tells me to just keep on walking and doing what I'm doing! Hello, excellent sign!
Hello, excellent sign!