Sorry everyone. Forgot to put in the most important part, because I'm so nervous today and kept babbling on and on. H called when I flew out of the place I parked to drop D14 off and asked me what was wrong. I just said H I don't want to fight just forget it. He kept it up so I go and tell him that it was because he told me he would call the next day (Sunday) after we went out and it was almost a week and he never called. He goes on to say that I don't understand and I asked what don't I understand. He says he's just very busy (BIG LIE). D14 tells me all he does is either sit at his place and drinks and watches t.v. or they go to his sister's and drinks with them and watches t.v.
Boy, I wish we could get into their heads and know what they are really thinking or going through. If he would just tell the truth.....I would listen. H was always like that he would hold things in when he was depressed and I would ask him what was wrong and he would just say nothing.
I look back now and wonder if not only by stop taking his meds for his depression threw him into a MLC but also that his father told him 6 months prior to his leaving that his mother tried to abort him. I don't know how a parent could ever tell a child that no matter how old they are, and what child would want something to do with a mother that would try to do that and plus she gave him to his father when he was around 6 years old.
